Dad loved Nebraska and was never ashamed to say so. He was born in Nebraska where his family were Homesteaders in a community of farmers and ranchers. Thanks to Nebraska Stories for sharing the story of Nebraska's African-descended Canadian/American Homesteaders. I believe this presentation of his poem about Nebraska would thrill Dad.
From PBS's NEBRASKA STORIES Facebook post: "He was the son of Charles and Hester Meehan, a bi-racial couple who emigrated from Canada and eventually settled along the North Loup River near a place called DeWitty. William Meehan loved Nebraska and often shared his fond childhood memories with his daughter, Catherine, who now reads a poem her father wrote when he was a teenager."
Follow the link below to Nebraska, a PBS Nebraska Stories presentation produced by Kelly Rush.
Each day
I shall be resurrected
From the grave
Of some disappointment or sorrow.
I will not make a fetish
Of my defeats,
Nor hang them
In the halls of my heart,
Nor worship them.
The loves, hopes and ambitions
That have failed me,
Or perchance that I have failed,
Are dead, and I will not live
In the putrid atmosphere of sorrow.
I shall bury them,
Reverently, for what they have been
And for what they have taught me;
Deeply, for what they have ceased to be.
Upon the graves
I shall plant the flowers
Of kind remembrance,
And for one brief hour,
Water them
With the sincere tears of regret.
Then I shall emulate the Psalmist,
And “LIFT UP MINE EYES UNTO THE HILLS
FROM WHENCE COMETH MY HELP.”
I shall be true to the life
With which the CREATOR
Has endowed me.
I shall not bury it with the dead,
Nor crucify it
By keeping vigil beside a grave.
But with that life,
I shall follow
The glowing star of faith
Far thru the valley,
And at length to the heights
Where mortal life blends
Into eternity.
William H. Meehan
Poem by William H. Meehan
Once I blamed men for their errors
And I still do not like sin,
But I could not be judge of others
Yet fail to judge myself within.
For my life is but a record
Of mistakes and errors too,
Time and memory hold a mirror
For my heart and mind to view.
And my conscience will upbraid me
When I scorn the one who fell,
As I look I see my foot prints
Often headed straight for hell.
So I bow my head in meekness
Judging not by what I see,
God alone knows all about it
Have mercy, Lord, when you judge me.
As I ask for God's forgiveness
Let me forget what others do,
For I know my sins are many
And my virtues very few.
by William H. Meehan
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The moon, the queen of the heavens,
Sends down her majestic light,
She bathes the earth with her brightness,
For the moon is the ruler of night.
When the clouds hang low on the hill tops,
And the wind whistles wild through the trees,
If the moon her lone vigil is keeping,
The traveler can go where he please.
Oh! Where is her equal for beauty,
No planet can with her compare,
The sun alone can outshine her,
But at night the sun is not there.
When the snow on the ground deep is lying,
And the night air is cold, crisp and rare,
Oh! What is the use of a sleighing,
If the moon is not out pure and clear.
The moon is the friend of all nations,
In what ever climes they may be,
She's the friend of the lonely sailor,
On his ship far out on the sea.
Fare-well, our monthly arrival,
Fare-well, guardian of the night,
Thy welcome shall ever be hearty,
Fare-well, may you ever shine bright.
William H. Meehan
at 16 years of age